Project shall be done within the coming weeks (I know I've stated that, but been too busy with my schedule), but it's with the wait...

I've kinda been down on myself since...I wanna say my early teens. But in recent years I've been a little more self conscious, with my traveling in and out of Vegas. But I'm starting to get plastic surgery this year. First thing is, I'm getting my lips done in a couple weeks. I'm also wanting my chin done, a new smaller nose, possibly bigger...yeah. But honestly, It's mainly due to how badly Cools treated me and how badly he made me feel about myself that has pushed me to alter my appearance. Making me feel so repulsive and disgusting and would only respond when I asked him when he was dropping me off at the airport if he thought I was attractive "I can't answer that." Nor even laid a single hand on me while apparently being Las Vegas notorious ladies man, yet not one single hand. How the fuck do you think that makes you feel as a woman? It makes you want to self harm or jump off a bridge (which I almost did but a friend of his,and who I thought was my friend as well, talked me out of it. Little did I know he would back stab me when he found out about me getting involved with Cools. Such nice guys). Who treats someone like that? Not over the hill alcoholic chain-smoking womanizers, if anything he should know better (considering all the slutty girls he's been with over the years). Obviously I haven't been the same since Cools fucked me over. I even tried to apologize to him a couple times, trying to be a bigger person. It just ended up making me feel worse about myself. So yes Cools, thanks to you I'm getting plastic surgery. Are you happy with yourself?! Was that your mission? Breaking me down so badly with tricking me out to visit you, broke my heart, humiliated me, and made me feel so damn awful about myself and so damn repulsive?! 

My absence is do to some other projects I've been working on (and physical alterations in the works, one current difference; I'm much darker now I.e. Tanned, about 3 shades darker currently). But rest assured song and video is coming. Here's a hint of the MV:

Oh it'll be good and full of hypnotic zingers lol