I have to mention something. I heard and read that Caesars Entertainment (who owns Paris Casino and most of the casinos in Vegas, by the way) is in big trouble and going bankrupt. First of all, ha ha. But more importantly, here's some advice Caesars; Fire Anthony Cools. That should be a no brainier. He doesn't bring in that much money/profit and isn't bringing in the number of audiences that their other entertainers in their other properties (his theater is what, 200 - 250 capacity? And that's IF it's sold out and his tickets are under $80). And most importantly, he's a liability and you know it Paris and Caesars. Even though Paris isn't exactly named in the suit yet (only Caesars  Palace), it's looking like all of the properties will be in the very near future, hence my suggestion. Fire his ass, it's a no brainier and he will save your company money (probably not a lot, but it's a start to paying the debts back).

this is the other reason, other than my "9-5" schedule, I'm focusing on my new self.....

Dirty Blonde Hottie

His 50TH Birthday Today

I'm aware it's Anthony Cools birthday today, he even showed me his I.D. while I was visiting him...i haven't a clue why, clearly he's daft. In fact, it's his 50TH birthday today. Yup, old as shit. And he even looks much older than that and very haggard due to his excessive alcohol and smoking abuse (his teeth my god!). I'm sure he's going to try to get action today, either from slutty Nikki or one of his other many skanks he has on speed dial, hopefully something bad happens. He's a horrible scumbag user of a human being. Hopefully he gets a disease or cancer. That scumbag Dice Clay wannabe. Cools deserves such horrible karma.

I've decided not to do the song...or anything really. well, for one thing I'm just too busy in general for anything with my work schedule. But also, it's the notion of what comes around goes around...or however that expression goes. karma will take care of him, and I hope it will get him good...really really really fucking good.

btw, you're Canadian Cools, not American!  you don't fool me you Andrew Dice Clay chain smoking drinker skirt chasing user scumbag wannabe

Project shall be done within the coming weeks (I know I've stated that, but been too busy with my schedule), but it's with the wait...

I've kinda been down on myself since...I wanna say my early teens. But in recent years I've been a little more self conscious, with my traveling in and out of Vegas. But I'm starting to get plastic surgery this year. First thing is, I'm getting my lips done in a couple weeks. I'm also wanting my chin done, a new smaller nose, possibly bigger...yeah. But honestly, It's mainly due to how badly Cools treated me and how badly he made me feel about myself that has pushed me to alter my appearance. Making me feel so repulsive and disgusting and would only respond when I asked him when he was dropping me off at the airport if he thought I was attractive "I can't answer that." Nor even laid a single hand on me while apparently being Las Vegas notorious ladies man, yet not one single hand. How the fuck do you think that makes you feel as a woman? It makes you want to self harm or jump off a bridge (which I almost did but a friend of his,and who I thought was my friend as well, talked me out of it. Little did I know he would back stab me when he found out about me getting involved with Cools. Such nice guys). Who treats someone like that? Not over the hill alcoholic chain-smoking womanizers, if anything he should know better (considering all the slutty girls he's been with over the years). Obviously I haven't been the same since Cools fucked me over. I even tried to apologize to him a couple times, trying to be a bigger person. It just ended up making me feel worse about myself. So yes Cools, thanks to you I'm getting plastic surgery. Are you happy with yourself?! Was that your mission? Breaking me down so badly with tricking me out to visit you, broke my heart, humiliated me, and made me feel so damn awful about myself and so damn repulsive?! 

My absence is do to some other projects I've been working on (and physical alterations in the works, one current difference; I'm much darker now I.e. Tanned, about 3 shades darker currently). But rest assured song and video is coming. Here's a hint of the MV:

Oh it'll be good and full of hypnotic zingers lol 

Tiny lyrical snippet of the upcoming song;

"You used me up and spit me out

Like I never meant anything at all

Who the hell do you think you are

You little user piece of "

I'm not a bad person or evil for feeling the way that I do. some people have told me it's completely understandable given what he has done to me. and sad to say I am a victim. I've never in my life hated someone so much, I strongly mean that. I've disliked, but never truly or actually hated another. they say you shouldn't feel that way about people, but I sure do towards him and his supposive Nikki the cheating man-stealing ho. but I've I just learned in the past few days from some people who know of him that he probably made her up. isn't that lovely? either way, who the fuck does that to someone, honestly? it makes me sick to my stomach the way he treated, like I wanted to cut myself because he made me feel so badly about myself. like I was absolutely scum to him. that Canadian motherfucker. well he has no morals or values, no empathy, no feelings. he has no soul really, a horrible sick monster. he should be thrown off the Stratosphere!



to prove I'm not lying, and only a tiny portion showing of his saved messages  (I guess smartphones truly are smart):

and that's not even the dirty stuff he sent me

the song is close to being finished and I should have it up in the next week or so. There will be a video too. Cools you pathetic man, I'm sure you'll have some sort of reaction to it.

I'm working on a little song that'll be quite interesting. You could maybe say perhaps hypnotic